
From the small unincorporated town of southern Illinois to the pulpit, boardroom, and beyond, Deborah Williamson shares a deeply personal journey of faith, family, heartbreak, resilience, and purpose. Through childhood memories, hidden family secrets, racial barriers, lost opportunities, unexpected blessings, and God’s unmistakable call on her life, she discovers that every twist and turn was part of a greater divine plan. With honesty, humor, and heartfelt wisdom, Looking Back, I See God reminds readers that even life’s greatest disappointments can become God’s greatest appointments. This inspiring memoir will encourage you to look back over your own life and recognize the faithful hand of God that has been guiding you all along.

Life has a way of handing us pain we didn’t ask for: betrayal, disappointment, loss, and seasons that leave us questioning God and ourselves. Left unchecked, those experiences can harden into bitterness, quietly stealing our joy, peace, and purpose. In I’m Too Blessed To Be Bitter, Dr. Vernon D. Shelton, Sr. delivers a powerful, hope-filled message for anyone struggling to let go of past wounds. With biblical wisdom, pastoral insight, and real-life encouragement, this book invites readers to see their pain through the lens of God’s faithfulness. Rather than denying hardship, Dr. Shelton shows how God’s blessings, both seen and unseen, outweigh even life’s deepest hurts. This book will help you:
- Break free from the grip of bitterness
- Rediscover gratitude in difficult seasons
- Heal emotionally and spiritually through God’s truth
- Walk forward with renewed faith, peace, and purpose
